Saturday, December 11, 2010

Wishes at night

Star light star bright first star I see tonight.
I wish I may I wish I might have this wish I wish tonight......
   I am in a very low spot right now. Constant anxiety over bills,unemployment and most of all breaking up and moving on.
I just want to be able to support my child and myself. How can I do that when I can't even find a job?
  My boyfriend has proved himself to be a loser, he just lays around all day,oh wait he makes sure to yell,call me names I can't repeat and demean me, trying to make me feel worthless. 
  I NEED to get out but I have no money or ability to get out.
  I'm scared he is going to snap and hurt me, it wouldn't be the first time.
   The life I'm living is not what I wanted or most of all, deserve.  My child needs a strong mother and to not be afraid of his daddy.
     How I let this happen,I have no idea, but I want it to end
       I wish to be safe and happy
xoxo Robyn


Robyn said...


Anonymous said...

I'm sorry you're dealing with this. Is there a shelter in your area you could go to or call? They might have some resources/ideas for you on how to get out.