Look of the day

I haven't done one of these in awhile. The camera on my phone sucks major, ugh! I'm hoping I will get a digital camera for my birthday! Anyways I have been super busy looking for a job and running errands. This is my casual look. Pretty sweater and hair pulled back. I actually had a chance to use my sedona lace metals palette and I love it! Face Maybelline dream mouse foundie Temptu undereye Concealer Mac blush bite of an apple Eyes Sedona Lace metals purple and white Sonia Kashuk gel liner black Lips Mac lustreglass hey sailor Xoxo

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Birthday Wish List

My birthday is on January 9th and I thought I would share what I would love to receive! 1. Urban Decay Naked Palette 2. Sedona Lace Brush Set (they are having a promotion sale on Friday, so then would be the perfect time to purchase;) ) 3. Sephora and Nordstrom gift cards! 4. A digital Camera (pink Canon)

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Wordless Wednesday

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Reflection and new years resolutions

I know this is a few days early but I've been sick in bed all day and thinking. So my my mom died when I was 17 and I didn't handle it well at all, I basically bottled up all my grief and pushed everyone in my life away. I also started college a year early, well college means college boys and I went through a pretty bad phase. I met David a year later and basically thought he was my saviour, looking back I realized he preyed upon a young lost girl. Our relationship was pretty much doomed from the start. He basically took away any of my independence and forced me to depend on him, which is not good. Well now I am trying to fix me, try to figure out who I really am. Recently I reached out to my aunt and my father, both welcomed me with open arms and they love Dylan. That was a great start. Now I am searching for a job. I am also enrolling in the Gary Manuel Aveda Institute to become an esthetician. So in a year, I will be doing what I love! I also am looking for a two bedroom away from the city. I decided Seattle isn't the best place for Dylan plus we are a million miles away from family, so it just makes sense. This year is going to be very tough, but we deserve a better life than what we are living. I don't know if that made any sense.... Ok New Years Resolutions!!! *Fix my car *get healthy and lose 15 lbs *save money!!! *run with Dylan everyday *volunteer at food bank What are yours??? Xoxo

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Wordless Wednesday

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Mini haul

I am way excited about what I just received in the mail.I got an Yves Rocher order, containing hydraspecific creams,cleanser,toner and a mask. Plus they threw in a shawl and a watch! Awesome. Now I am going to do a separate post talking about the company and a review, so stay tuned for that. Next I received some free zoya color spoons. They were doing a Facebook promotion. they came with a catalog and a promo code for when I decide to purchase. Well that's about it for right now. Hope everyone is ready for Christmas!! Xoxo Robyn

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Look what I got!!!

I recently won day 2 of Temptu's holiday giveaway. I received the minimal mama set which consists of retouch powder and their brand new under eye concealer. I am so excited to try them out! Review coming soon!! xoxo Robyn

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Wordless Wednesday

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Santa!

In order to see the whole picture, click on it. not sure what's wrong

So a couple of weeks ago, we went to see Santa. I had purchased a photo session with Stacy Jacobson, who is a fabulous photographer, if you live in Washington, you have to go see her! Anyways it was at Windmill Gardens in Sumner (45 min drive for us) we got there way early and of course Dylan was asleep. So we woke him up and played in the gardens, he loved the pond! We realized it was time to go in. For some reason, Dylan just loves Stacy. He lights up and laughs, which is a good thing. He did decide to take off, so I had to run and catch him. then it was time for Santa, now Dylan had no problem with him before but as soon as I put him on his lap, it was holy tantrum! So that's why you see me holding Dylan next to Santa. We did have a good time and the pictures turned out well. Maybe next year, he will like Santa. xoxo Robyn

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Darkest hour

I felt pretty down when I got up this morning, so I decided to make my makeup dark.
  makeup used;
Face *maybelline dream smooth mousse in classic ivory
      Dusting of MAC bite of an apple blush
Eyes *ELF gray shadow, MAC grand entrance, NYC black eyeliner, Sonia kashuk gel liner black, Maybelline lash stiletto very black
Lips MAC lippie Snob MAC lippie Bubbles
    
xoxo Robyn

Wishes at night

Star light star bright first star I see tonight.
I wish I may I wish I might have this wish I wish tonight......
   I am in a very low spot right now. Constant anxiety over bills,unemployment and most of all breaking up and moving on.
I just want to be able to support my child and myself. How can I do that when I can't even find a job?
  My boyfriend has proved himself to be a loser, he just lays around all day,oh wait he makes sure to yell,call me names I can't repeat and demean me, trying to make me feel worthless. 
  I NEED to get out but I have no money or ability to get out.
  I'm scared he is going to snap and hurt me, it wouldn't be the first time.
   The life I'm living is not what I wanted or most of all, deserve.  My child needs a strong mother and to not be afraid of his daddy.
     How I let this happen,I have no idea, but I want it to end
       I wish to be safe and happy
xoxo Robyn

Christmas card exchange

I can't believe its almost Christmas! So last month, when I found out we were flat assed broke, I was upset, what no Christmas for Dylan??? But then I thought hey my twitter and blog followers could exchange Christmas cards!! It will make me happy, I mean who doesn't love mail?
   So if you want to particapate, dm your address to me on twitter or email me it at dylansmamama@gmail.com

xoxo Robyn

Bite of an apple

I am soooo excited!  I finally got the sold out everywhere blush in the mail. Its a part of Mac's Venomous Villians line.  The collection was out in October and sold out fast. I finally found it last week and have been impatiently waiting for it. I tore it open and could not believe how gorgeous the color is. Its red but it goes on a pretty pink color.I can not wait to use it! The picture does not do it justice.

xoxo Robyn

The end????

I'm wide awake at midnight, worried beyond belief.Today is D day, the day where our life goes into chaos.
   My boyfriend also known as douchebag has pretty much ruined my life.  My credit is at an all time low, he makes me feel like a horrible person all the time. The only good thing is my son Dylan. 
    But this time, the douche is affecting my child.  He has yelled at him over tiny things. He is in constant jerk mode and I'm scared
  Today is also the day when my phone gets shut off and my landlord wants us out, unless we come up with 2 months rent ($1720)
I am just so upset right now.  I have done all I can do and charities/orgs have had no money to give me.  When we were out of food, my sweet friend Kara packed some for me.
  I don't know where I'm going with this. I just maybe need some advice, prayers,  maybe a Knight in shining armor will come to me with
$3000. Hey a girl can wish................
xoxo Robyn

Smile

I swear I fall in love with my baby boy more every day. This picture always puts a smile on my face!
  Happy December!!!

xoxo Robyn

Makeup Wish List

Now that Christmas is a mere 24 days away I thought I would write out what beauty products I would love to get under my tree.
   *Urban Decay Naked Palette
   * Sedona Lace brush set
   * Sedona Lace 120 eyeshadow palette
    * Mac giftcard ;)
   
xoxo Robyn