Wednesday, December 29, 2010
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Thursday, December 16, 2010
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Sunday, December 12, 2010
I felt pretty down when I got up this morning, so I decided to make my makeup dark.
Face *maybelline dream smooth mousse in classic ivory
Dusting of MAC bite of an apple blush
Eyes *ELF gray shadow, MAC grand entrance, NYC black eyeliner, Sonia kashuk gel liner black, Maybelline lash stiletto very black
Lips MAC lippie Snob MAC lippie Bubbles
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Star light star bright first star I see tonight.
I wish I may I wish I might have this wish I wish tonight......
I am in a very low spot right now. Constant anxiety over bills,unemployment and most of all breaking up and moving on.
I just want to be able to support my child and myself. How can I do that when I can't even find a job?
My boyfriend has proved himself to be a loser, he just lays around all day,oh wait he makes sure to yell,call me names I can't repeat and demean me, trying to make me feel worthless.
I NEED to get out but I have no money or ability to get out.
I'm scared he is going to snap and hurt me, it wouldn't be the first time.
The life I'm living is not what I wanted or most of all, deserve. My child needs a strong mother and to not be afraid of his daddy.
How I let this happen,I have no idea, but I want it to end
I wish to be safe and happy
Friday, December 10, 2010
I can't believe its almost Christmas! So last month, when I found out we were flat assed broke, I was upset, what no Christmas for Dylan??? But then I thought hey my twitter and blog followers could exchange Christmas cards!! It will make me happy, I mean who doesn't love mail?
So if you want to particapate, dm your address to me on twitter or email me it at firstname.lastname@example.org
Monday, December 6, 2010
I am soooo excited! I finally got the sold out everywhere blush in the mail. Its a part of Mac's Venomous Villians line. The collection was out in October and sold out fast. I finally found it last week and have been impatiently waiting for it. I tore it open and could not believe how gorgeous the color is. Its red but it goes on a pretty pink color.I can not wait to use it! The picture does not do it justice.
I'm wide awake at midnight, worried beyond belief.Today is D day, the day where our life goes into chaos.
My boyfriend also known as douchebag has pretty much ruined my life. My credit is at an all time low, he makes me feel like a horrible person all the time. The only good thing is my son Dylan.
But this time, the douche is affecting my child. He has yelled at him over tiny things. He is in constant jerk mode and I'm scared
Today is also the day when my phone gets shut off and my landlord wants us out, unless we come up with 2 months rent ($1720)
I am just so upset right now. I have done all I can do and charities/orgs have had no money to give me. When we were out of food, my sweet friend Kara packed some for me.
I don't know where I'm going with this. I just maybe need some advice, prayers, maybe a Knight in shining armor will come to me with
$3000. Hey a girl can wish................